9.15.2010

Hair, Dentist, Daddy and a NEW HOBBY!

I cant tell you enough what a fantastic daddy Craig is to our Annabelle. He is so precious with her. He loves her so much. I love it. I love watching it. We are two pretty lucky girls. With a great man that works his tail off for us, and still comes home with energy to love his girls. we are blessed...
naptime with daddy...


So, I have done a little research online. Hair Loss is normal I guess. Its just one more thing that no one told me about! ha. Our bodies change so much, inside and out, after pregnancy. No one really talks about after that much, mostly just during. so, I have been learning. I am still freaking out a little though. I do have pretty thick hair, but I dont want to loose it all! yipes! I am not liking this.

And, I made it through the dentist visit. I was seriously so nervous. I hate the dentist. I need it though. I like the guy, which is good. I have to go back for a few more appointments to catch up on these months, maybe years of neglect. We have great insurance so i am going to take advantage, and max it out pretty quickly. ;)

Here are a couple great pics...I gave Annabelle a pony tail the other day. it was so cute, but because she rolls around it did not stay long!


Since I stay home, and Annabelle is so small, i do get bored every now and then. so, i have been trying to find things to help me stay busy rather than just vacuuming the living room over and over. I record Little House on the Prairie and am hooked. I watch it when I nurse. Also, I decided to study Romans. So far I have only read the first 2 chapters. i think because of learning to study the Bible at Bible school, i cant decide to study a book and do it quickly. its something i have to take time on and reaally dig into it. so, that will take up some time for me. i was going to just read through the book for the month of september, but it will take longer than that! ha, but, I have also discovered a new hobby!!! I have been loving the giant bows and flowers in Annabelle's hair. I could go broke buying new bows in different styles, colors, and sizes. So, i decided to teach myself how to make them. Since i stay home, i needed a hobby. I made 6 bows in the first day! its so fun. Next, i will teach myself how to make felt flowers. for headbands and clothes. Im excited. I dont have to put them on headbands all the time anymore because her hair has gotten so long. i just clip them right in! so cute. heres a pic of the ones i have done so far...



so, something i have been thinking about lately is simply HOLDING Annabelle. Something so simple has had me concerned lately. I dont want to sound rude or over-protective at all, but it is something I am noticing lately. People who are close to her and around her all the time know what I am talking about, and know that holding her the right way is important for her development. With Down Syndrome comes a lower muscle tone, which I have talked about before. At this age and stage of development, it is something that "they" talk about. Annabelle has been developing SO WELL and has been so determined to do things age-appropriate. I mean holding her head up, tummy time, rolling over, learning to sit with support, etc.. But, when you simply hold her, you can tell that she is a little more smooshy, and sort of limp i guess. I dont know how to explain it because I havent been around a whole lot of little babies. I have been told, and been reading about how DS kids have more flexible joints, which has somehting to do with the low tone. i guess. i dont know. anyways, my point...i have been bothered by how i have seen people hold her. thinking she will be able to do things she cant,or whatever. she doesnt have the muscles to REACT in certain situations. she is pretty feisty and will usually tell me when somehting is hurting her or bothering her. but, sometimes she may not. I guess i am worrying about what could happen if someone, myself included, tried to push her beyond her limits right now. I know, so simple. PUSH her by just holding her?!?! ya, i cant explain it well. I guess it is just part of the learning process of just being a mom. learning when to say something to someone else without being rude, and learning how to challenge your child, but not too hard.

by the way, Annabelle is so sweet. I love her little personality that is coming out all the time. I am seeing that she really is sweet. she loves people. esp her mommy and daddy. I LOVE seeing her in the mornings or after a nap. she wakes up happy and as soon as she sees one of us she is bubbly and smiling, as if she hasnt seen us in a while. its so fun. it makes me also wake up happy in the mornings cause i am so excited to see her and have another day with her.

One last pic. I put Annabelle on the floor in her room when I was doing her laundry. I thought it was so funny, cause she rolled and rolled until she ended up under her crib! what a cutie....

9.14.2010

someone PLEASE tell me that losing some hair after pregnancy is normal!!!!! i am freaking out. i started noticing that i was losing more hair than normal about 2 weeks ago. is this from pregnancy? whats happening?!?!?!?

9.13.2010

anxiety

one of my biggest causes for anxiety is being faced this morning. the dentist. i avoid and avoid the dentist until its too late. too late meaning there is a lot of work to be done. yipes. i have been known to make and break appts, but this time, i shall go. i have bumble bees in my belly. im already thinking of ways to reward myself after. ill let u know how it goes.....

9.06.2010

Perspective

Im sitting here this morning with my sweet Annabelle on my lap, listening to baby lullabies on my computer and sweet little baby sounds coming from my oh so relaxed little one. I am soaking in ever minute. I am seriously overwhelmed right now with God's grace and love in my life. I am so blessed. Not a single moment of this life do i want to take for granted. I dont want to change anything or make anything better. Life. Its amazing.

A little bit emotional this morning as I read through some blogs of some amazing women and amazing lives. It has made me think about "perspective". My heart hurts for people who have lost. For people who cry. For those who dont or cant know what life as a mother is like. And, then I get angry and my blood starts to boil thinking of those who choose to take a life that was intended as a gift to them, and never even experience what others wish they could or wish they could have back. Its perspective. The world is rude. Its self-centered. It is distorted. We desire perfection, and when we dont get it, we throw fits. why? why not enjoy this amazing world around us. we have one life to live, one shot. I want to spend mine loving people. Loving people and enjoying every small, intimate moment that the Lord is giving me. Thank you, Jesus, for the life you are giving me.

8.30.2010

giggles

My little girl brings me so much joy. I am do blessed beyond words. You have to listen to this little laugh. I am sure it will bring you joy, too! :)

8.19.2010

more videos.

you viewers may not be as excited about the following clips as i am, BUT, i am posting them anyways. :)
in this video, annabelle had scooted off her little playmat a bit. she began in about the middle of the mat on her back, rolled over and scooted. its sorta long, but so cute to ME:

the last video is of her rolling over.

8.15.2010

4 month birthday today!!!!!!!!!!

4 months has gone by kinda fast. Its amazing how much growth babies go through in only 4 months! I am so proud of my little boo. here are some videos....
sunday morning fun with daddy. we like sundays when we get to spend time with our hard working man!

AND....check her out in that BUMBO seat. she is getting so much stronger!

I need to take more videos of her rolling over. I am so impressed. she loves it. Its her new favorite thing!